HELMY KOSTON

2011-01-24T03:57:00.000-08:00

Diujung gelisah ini aku,Tak sedikitpun tak ingat kamu.Namun dirimu masih begitu...Acuhkan ku tak mau tahu.Luka luka luka yang kurasakan,Bertubi tubi tubi yang kau berikan.Cintaku bertepuk sebelah tangan,Tapi aku balas senyum keindahan.....Bertahan satu cinta.Bertahan satu c.i.n.t.a..Bertahan satu cinta..Bertahan satu c.i.n.t.a

2010-12-30T18:56:00.000-08:00

2010 have been a great year for me.alot that makes me smile.a hard year to go go through for N level.yet i made it.the happiest moment in 2010,is where homers won the apex day.soccer.no one knows we can made it.but the truth is we made it.celebratjng my birthday,teachers day.and mostly a farewell gift fr ms joyce lee.we spent our time together searching through all shops at lot one and finally we decided to buy a frame design like a camera and we put our class photo inside rapping up with rapping paper.i hope she like it though its just a small one.but its mean alot to us.Yet,n level cming we were hardly playing.spending sometimes studying and studying down for night class...

2011,i really hope that it will be a blasting year for me.and i hope we can make it for O levels!
New year resolutions:
1.no more playing
2.a good result for ct1
3.do well for 0's
4.last long with her
5.no fighting please!

2010-12-14T09:01:00.000-08:00

ily

2010-12-07T17:52:00.001-08:00

hey guys!its been a long time since i last posted!being lazy nowadays.just came back from kl trip.its very enjoyable there.but we lost all the 6 games.its okae.vs the americans.mostly we lost 2-1,3-1 and 1-0.very close right.hais....nvm....scored one for myself againts americans.haha.bought girlf something.yet she do not know what i bought for her..haha!!post again later!!bye!!!

2010-11-04T09:23:00.000-07:00

Where you go?i miss you so!ke mana kau menghilangkan diri!ku yang mencari!haha!
Its been a long time since my blog have not been post.so,5 more days to go!one year ready!haaha!typing with my iphone is tiring!so i'll update again!

2010-10-31T13:27:00.001-07:00

just for you Amalina Izzati

2010-10-31T13:13:00.000-07:00

Pernah ada rasa cinta antara kita
kini tinggal kenangan
ingin kulupakan semua tentang dirimu
namun tak lagi kan seperti dirimu

oh bintangku
jauh kau pergi meninggalkan diriku
disini aku merindukan dirimu
kini kucoba mencari penggantimu
namun tak lagi kan seperti dirimu

oh kekasih
jauh kau pergi meninggalkan diriku
disini aku merindukan dirimu
kini kucoba mencari penggantimu
namun tak lagi kan seperti dirimu

oh kekasih
pernah ada rasa cinta antara kita
kini tinggal kenangan
ingin kulupakan semua tentang dirimu
namun tak lagi kan seperti dirimu

oh bintangku
jauh kau pergi meninggalkan diriku
disini aku merindukan dirimu
kini kucoba mencari penggantimu
namun tak lagi kan seperti dirimu

2010-10-24T01:24:00.000-07:00

everything seems to be change when ur not in sch and outside woking..the feeling of it is two diferent thing...u need to be strong to face the hard challenges while working and for study,u need to learn from it,,...but for me,both of it need hardwork.nothing come easy.anninvesary cming in less than two weeks more.happy for it.maybe i'm gg kl this dec.hope that me and bhy could go there at the same period of time..

2010-10-12T23:15:00.000-07:00

2010-10-09T03:47:00.000-07:00

i've been officially grduated and finished my n lvel this year.kinda miss my school and my friends and the staffs there who teach me alot of things in my 4 years of secondary schoool life.its has been a great pleasure to be in teck whye secondary with a wonderful teachers and classmate.i treasure all the amount of time we spent together..i hope we can still be friends foerver!!honey have been webcaming with me from 11+ till now!half a day wit her!great right!!haha

still counting down to my N LEVELS

2010-09-26T18:24:00.000-07:00

hey peeps..one week break before my N Level physics and chem paper follow by history,mathematics paper 1 and paper 2 and finaly my food and nutrition.i'm nnow doing nth..hoping that i can cope with my studies.especially my mathematics and physics and chem..graduation day photo has uploaded through facebook.almost cry but still sad coz the last day i'm singing the sch song and having morning assembly with other levels.how i wish i could rewind time and cherish the moment.oh ALLAH,kuat kan lahk iman ku.tabah kan hati ku.berikan lahk aku petunjukmu.now,i'm missing my girlf while she at sch and i'm at home.boring at home.thinking off to mugging at 10.or i'll delay it further.hais

2010-09-03T20:24:00.000-07:00

it has been 8 years and this year gonna be 9 years.celebrating hari raya without my late father.you think it is in the past and i need to move on and forget what had happened.for me,i will move on but i will not forget the day itself on the 4th april 2001.i find myself guilty.i was happily walk home when isaw my cousin picked me up.i was excited.when i reached home,my happiness change into a miserable and horrible life.my mum was crying.cousin were trying to calmed her down.i asked mum what happened and she hugged me straight and tell me that papa will not be with us anymore.papa passed away after he's involve in an accident.i cried.i pity mama.i regret for what had happened.i could not see papa for the last time when he is alived and cannot be beside papa when he's gasping for air and accpeting the god call.each ramadhan,i will always remember that i really miss papa and i hope i colud rewind time and cherrish the moment we had together.i miss riding the bike with papa.me,abg,khairy and azizi riding the bike with papa.i hope papa will rest really in peace cz i'm here reciting prayers for him.may allah rest him in peace.i hope i can be strong for the upcoming ramadhan.amin!yarabal alamin

2010-09-01T02:32:00.000-07:00

kerna aku mampu,berikan dia segalanya kerna aku mampu lakukan apa apa sahaja.

i'm bored at home rite now!everything for raya have been done only left with the curtains and polishing the windows.hais.kuih rayer already settle.painting my house also settle.but somehow i do not like the upper colour of my house.hais.baju kurung also settle!BROWN for this year!!woohooo!she bought BROWN too!!haha!sometimes,i should not overreact on something wherelse it will turn somehow bad or even worst.i started to feel that i have been love and care by this girl A.I.I just realise that she really love me and not cheat my feelings eventhough some guys are chasing her.i get jealous whenever i heard so.then i realise that for what am i suppose to feel in that way coz i know that she love me so much.even she cant explain how strong her loves is for me.so my massage here is to value the ones you love before it dissapear from your eyes and then u realise that u need them once.

2010-08-28T02:21:00.000-07:00

12 more days and it will be a double celebration for me and her.including ahpiz and ain too.

sometimes life has up and down.and sometimes it is hard to bring in to a certain circumstances which you need to fight for your right when nobody could believe in you.as what u say,riding smoothly even though the road is rough.i am trying to but what i say before,u cant by the food when u do not have the money same as u cant be happy when there are bad things happening...and yet she manage to make me smile yesterday night.such a cute girlfrien1d!makes me love her more and more.dah mcm prince and princess!haha!!romeo and julliet!!haha!!

BB!! Me Miss You

2010-08-19T19:38:00.000-07:00

sry guys for the long unpost!just realise that my blog look damn dead!!omg!haha!N level prelims is over!!happy but N level itself have not.each day makes me feel down.reaconsider to make me brighten up again but i do not know how to make it fulfill..hais.i'm proud to be a singaporean!and!i'm supporting team singapore for soccer and not for others!but still singapore is the best!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!

2010-08-08T21:05:00.000-07:00

hi guys!HAPPY 45TH BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!!AND!!HAPPY 9TH MONTHSARY BB!!not today but tomorrow!!it just that i miss bb alot and now it's already 9 for us.everything change since the first day we met.the memories we have will be stored inside me so that whenever i need it,there it goes.BB,ur love is my drugs!!

2010-08-03T00:03:00.000-07:00

i miss my baby girl!!omg!!!7 days counting down and yeah 9 month!

i laugh.i scream.i smile.i hurt.i cry.i think.whatever it is.i'm still the "Helmy" as what u know!i'll never change eventhough it is possible for me to change

i miss her!

2010-07-29T05:02:00.001-07:00

i'm missing this girl up here!when can we spent our time together again like we used to?i know it will be soon.but how soon will it be?trust me,i miss you damn badly.and i wanna meet up with you soon and spent time together ever again.

10 of august is coming!!

2010-07-24T19:51:00.000-07:00

hello guys!!!boring this days....me and girlf have been alright this days..no more quarelling and fighting....happy derh...few more days will be 9 months for us..so long hor...love me more sayang!!will be going out later...send nenek go geylang then go home.just sent her there.not teman her go jalan2 lahk,...this fucking number,83462804,is fucking stupid and lack of love to the max..this owner went to call me and ask for ***..like wtf!kick her ass then she know...i got a life to go through and i will waste it as what you do...fuckers..get a life lahk nabeyh..btw,i've completed my homewrok for the weekend!!!gangster!!!i miss girlf rite now!!miss her alot!syg dier manyak2!!!

i've been missing you

2010-07-22T05:59:00.000-07:00

hello guys!sick nowadays...i've been realy tired for the past few days and prelim is like 2 weeks more !!!i've not prepared yet for it ....'N' level is coming in 2 months time..wahhhhh..nervous....have been arguing with girlf...i dont what happened to us..why must it be this time???i just need you to love me...not hate me syg...i do not want you to disapoint me again like what you did to me the previous daes...you noticed that i've been there for you eventhough my conditions does not allow to but i'm there with you accompany you home each and every single day..although i feel tired,i sent you home with all my strength i have and not showing you that i'm tired..eventhough it shows you that i'm tired,i'm willing to sent you till infront of your door.this shows you that i really love you.is this really goona happen?well i hope not...true love is all i need....if you love me,let me know.if not,gently,let me go..easy as abc 123..

i miss A.I.

2010-07-19T03:17:00.000-07:00

hello!!!!school kinda fun today....boring especially 1st lesson which is cme.need to do history paper for time practice...and FYI,i twisted my ankle yesterday..quite painful at first...many people thought that i broke m ankle coz they saw it very horrendously.they said they saw my leg twisted and the impact of it make my leg bounced back to the air..overall we won the second position,...lose on penalty...nvm..went home straight..kol A.I. after that...sleep till 7+.then call her again..while otp,i sleep so many times..haha..cnnt tahan my pain,asked grandpa to massage my legs.pain sia,...so baby,imy so much!!!

2010-07-17T14:39:00.000-07:00

2010-07-16T23:52:00.000-07:00

Solid 8 for ati and i

2010-07-13T04:49:00.000-07:00

Kk...updating...school have been sucks this days...oral for 'N' level english completed..kinda nervous...donnoe what to say during the oral..scared...i've been missing my little sexy horny girlfriend since i have not met her...i just wanna say this to her...NOBODY COULD LOVE YOU LIKE I DO!!!!!its been a solid 8 for us..my wish is to continue to be with her and be together years after years..i'm glad to say that we have been a good example of handling relationship although we fought..jyeah.FOUGHT!!!but everything can be solve without quarelling..SAYANG!!!I LOVE YOU!!!

2010-07-04T09:16:00.000-07:00

Hello...kinda miss my blog....kinda happy coz i just bought a new phone for my self....yeAh!!! I miss my dear....

Eventough we fight alot.,u are still mine and be mine always.coz everything i do,i do it for u

2010-07-01T21:52:00.000-07:00

kae!!currently in school.wanting to update this blogs coz it lokks damn badly dead.i'm in the fnn hub..printing my coarsework.yeah.coarsework are gone and its time for me to concentrate on my practical then.and next week is my 'N' level english oral...

i miss skating with this bitchy Tropikana.i miss them yeah.where's the huston?where is the muska's?where is the rodriguez?fcuk it!i want them back!

25/06/2010 0339 am.

2010-06-24T12:21:00.000-07:00

hello guys.currently in my friends house.ton.jyeah.cnnt update my blog frequently as my comp need some maintainence.jyeah.if anybody have extra keyboard,please donate it to me...i miss my syg.damn badly..i want to meet u syg!!but when!!every time we could,and it will be ruin again and again and again.

today is my grandma birthday.so i wanna wish her happy birthday grandma!!i love you!!!!

0607hrs 210610

2010-06-20T15:07:00.000-07:00

check time now is 0607 in the morning yet we havent sleep.stay awake,,....ton mah..yeah!!!24 hrs to go and my baby will come back.kk.i'll update again soon!

i mmiiiiiissssssss hheerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!!

2010-06-19T20:36:00.000-07:00

hello guys....yeah.feel sleepyy rite now.never slept for last 24 hrs.then go scape town.blahblahblah.reach home around 5 yesterday.phone-d with girlf.plan to meet her yesterday nite before she go for her genting holiday.bt then,tk jadi.sad.so on the phone with girlf till around 2.then ask her to sleep first as she need to wake up at 4.sad.i miss her rite now!baby!!!cpt alek.!!haha...yeah!happy!!!sayang call me justnow!!while she is in the bus otw to donnoe where,..happy!!!''

i want time to fly fast.i want you by my side.i misss going out with you.

sunday:whole day at home.lazy to go out.
monday:not going anywhere.not confirm.
tuesday:got chemistry from 8-10.then wait till girlf reach home at night.

i love you forever

2010-06-14T04:16:00.001-07:00

i started to addict into this song.some parts were awesome.lol.thhis past few days have been a boring day for me yet i survive.haha.baby called me late at night this past few days and even sometimes not calling and i wandered why she does not call me.i've been waitiong for my phone to ring yet there was nothing i can do.yet she sleeps peacefully.yeah.i've been sleeping late this past few days.aprroximately around 4.30 in the morning.jonghyun.!!!!i like his hair!like wtf!yanngggg~~~!!! nk rambut gytu lahkkk!!!!blllhhh!!!????please!!!lol.today plan was ruin again.tkper.dah biaser kan.nk uat aper kan.alahai helmy.tkper lahk.hidup kener susah.life will not follow what u want but u need to work for it to achieve what u want.kae helmy,.trust yourself...kkae.

i love with you forever
i love with you forever
why why why why why

i love with you forever
i love with you forever
bye bye bye good bye

10 JUNE 2010 2225HRS

2010-06-10T07:14:00.000-07:00

baby,do you remember what day is today?yeah.it have been a long journey for us.yet we made it till here.7 month has past by without me realising that we have reach this far.yeah..i've wished you but then u have not.sad rite?v sad.bhy,i just want you to know that i will never ever intend to make you down or just to make u feel to hate me coz i will nvr do so.trust me.i love you from the bottom of my heart.look deep into my eyes and u will find out how loyalty am i to be with u no matter how bad is was the situation.I LOVE YOU SAYANG!HAPPY 7TH MONTHSARY TO ME AND AMALINA IZZATI.

2010-06-07T22:59:00.000-07:00

alrite,..since my blog look dead!i'm here to update it.last week was damn fucking tired.as usual lahk.bola.sunday got soccer.won the 4th place.nvm.boots koyak!sad kan.nvm.yesterday went for food and nutrition class.start class at8 but i reach there around 9.then i leave school around 10.30.cool kan.padahal clas end at 12.30.went to airport.then around 5 went to gym.trying to work on my chest.yeah.its developing.happy seyk.haha.today went for my food and nutrition class again.yeah.i almost completed my coursework.happy dong!as a result,i dont need to come for tmr class.happy.hah!

baby!i miss you!!nk jumper u!!cpt kol/text me!!muah!

2010-06-01T07:35:00.000-07:00

No more skateboarding.No more flipping.No more shuv it.No more forward flips.No more manual.No more 180s.No more somerset.You wanna know why??My deck!!!pecak!haha.i was skating with amin that day aswhat u can see the consequences of it.My deck broke!sad.Have to walk back home.kk.that was not my main reason why i'm updating.i updating this blog because of my baby girl asked me to.Too bad.but i have too......last weekend was fcuking tired and busy weekend.
FRIDAY:morning wake up around 6.30am.went to kallang.like wth there!firstly,the weather like dfamn hot and humid.the sun was blazing at us.played a total of 9 match.kinda think that we lose like 3 matches i think.but the rest got draw and win lahk.i scored total of 2 goals.my leg being step by one of the fuckest team that i ever met and known.overall,we were at the 5th placing.not that bad huh.At night went to cik peah house for rewang..wash plates till around 11?12?then hear MJ12.explore around cck.sent pork home.get him change.by that time,it was 2.++..went to the wedding area again.met the rest.my brother and amirul adlisleeping under the block like bangla's did.wake them up like got prob like that.they were like mabuk.slap one by one.haha.thinking of torn-ing.But in the end,we slept around 4++.

SATURDAY.:Wake up around 7.went home.sleep till 10++.bath and all staff.went to the wedding area.wash plate again.but this time from 10++ till 8 in the night.tired huh!but no gaji!like wtf!

SUNDAY:Wake up at 7.went for soccer.at turf city.tired of evrything.lack of sleeping time.play againts "THE WHITES"people.lost 2 games.won1 game.and drew 1 game.tired of being the last man as the defender.need to shout.i've noticed that my right back defender could not play.like wtf.need to cover him here and there.penat seyh gyni.player overtake him then i need to chase the player to stop them.referee mcm sial.due2 merepek giler babis!...

nvm...klau gyni iler mau habes.dah arh..penat arh typing.nk tido.ngantok.bye babies!

2010-05-31T04:24:00.000-07:00

i just got to know that my jiyeon is only 17 years old!and!!!the gretaest things that i've ever known is that her birthday is coming on the 07.06.2010.yeah!kk.,stop it.my brother khairy have gone to sabah ready.sent him to the airport in the morning.felt sleepy just know.i think i slept the whole day after i got back from the airport.i feel so bored right know!i miss my baby girl!since last week we have not met.nvm!meet me up soon kae sayang!!!

2010-05-26T23:35:00.000-07:00

hey peepos!!i am here again to post.since there is nth i can post coz i'm quite blank now.so i just wanna say this to my baby girl!GET WELL SOON KAE SYG!!!!

2010-05-23T05:47:00.000-07:00

2010-05-19T01:10:00.000-07:00

now,i miss you ready!

2010-05-17T20:09:00.000-07:00

i dont really know why they are link up then broke up.they just dont understand how the other party feels when they say the word "lets break".they really look like a self-centered person.lol.nvm change topic.girlfriend have gone to bradell to trim her hair.now i have nobody to talk to with.girlfriend have said to me something earlier this morning.i love it you know.will be going to go jamming at outram at 2.just go.coz nth to do at home.haha!went out better.haha!i miss girlfriend ready!girlfriend!!!!!!call me as soon as possible kae dear!kk.i'm going off ready!bye!

i miss a.i

2010-05-15T22:29:00.001-07:00

i found this vdeo very interesting but somehow it is funny.haha!!enjoy watching!

2010-05-14T08:26:00.000-07:00

this video of this small cutee girl is so cute!!haha!enjoy watching!!

oral was like wth!!picture discussion was tremondous!damn bloody hard!lol.i think i eat to much fat intake that cause me to have low self-esteem and lack of confident.i've been yawning all the time in the hall.not just that.but in class during lesson.i donoe why am i eating this kind of food.i need that energy dude to do my daily work!dont spoil it.

2010-05-13T19:16:00.001-07:00

i miss you sayang!!!

2010-05-12T05:08:00.000-07:00

boring!small update!bye

2010-05-07T06:19:00.000-07:00

2010-05-06T08:01:00.000-07:00

hey!long time since the last post!haha!busy with schooling nowadays.lol.just got my result for pper 1 composition and i fail it!fcuk shit!i get scolded for that too!!nvm.i'm happy btw!i pass both paper for malay as i got 48/70 for paper 1.hazim has been irritatin as he beat me on my paper 1.just a margin marks of 1 marks!wth!i hope my paper 2 ,i will get higher marks than u sob!!!

to yasmin,relax kae!everyone will be there supporting you!dont worry!!be happy!smile always.!!!Problems will be a cause for every conflict in love!i hope you read this ok yasmin!!cheer up friend!!

2010-05-02T04:35:00.000-07:00

i miss that girl up there so much!!!!i love you lahk yang!

2010-04-30T03:46:00.000-07:00

exam break!!!

2010-04-23T03:50:00.000-07:00

Things now have started to change slowly as love began to extinct itself.i kinda need someone to talk with.and...Nobody have been trusting me.i know who i am but i am a human who have heart,lungs,feelings and love.it's true that i like to make jokes but you all should trust me as deep as i trust you all!nobody would try to trust me and beleive me.is that what friendship is?if my friends do nt trust me,so as my closest friends?

btw!!!i'm not emo-ing:)
life is short.thats true.for me,i have nth to change even not to waste my oppurtunity in life coz i think tht my life is getting shorter and it is heading to the end with obstacles on it,....i will leave you all someday with respect,care and love.and here i wil like to thanks to those who have go on with me in my secondary school life.thanks for being there for me...

yeah....i have just received the june holiday schedule.i need to attend from week 1,2 and 4.the most time that will be spent on is my fnn thinggy.total of 12 hrs with little missy hotstuff!surely have a great time there....

Baby,i miss you!!!!!

2010-04-22T18:37:00.000-07:00

hello guys!i'm here posting from computer laboratory.maybe this is the last post for now coz MYE is coming and i have to revise my studies and my first paper will start on wednesday which is mother tongue paper.i feel so scared coz 'N' level is around the corner and do not want to leave teck whye next year!i want to c0me back to teck whye secondary school next year as a secondary 5 student!omg!!!lol...F&N coursework have been tromendous.very tight timing.lol.

Baby,i want to meet you!!!!

2010-04-22T04:46:00.000-07:00

i miss this girl on top!haiyar!yang!i miss you lahk sseykh..

yesterday,i have spent a great day with her!and today i felt so sick!flu have been chasing me all this while and i could not get it off from me.have to do pe today.play soccer.within two min ,i start to feel tired as i nvr eat a single thing from the night before till the morning.i was sweating like hell.math lesson were great..keep on chatting with faiq.as you all can see,i and fiq become more closer to each other as he understand in my situation and i understand his situation.thanks you faiq header as u willing to be my friends.mt was hilarious!talk about marriage thing.and hazim keep on saying sex!sex!sex!haha!then ss i was like ok fine.tired ehk.collect money from class but most of them coorperated.well done homers!after sch lepak at canteen.ahpizz came followed by izzzad.then aidil,fadhil,raqib,faiq and hilman cam too.we started tp explore the sch and it was so dark as it was raining heavily.throw chairs around and one of the chair broke.haha!then went to took the lift to storey six.explore!!!cool shit.play with the rain!as we enter the canteen,we play skii!very slippery!i fell down twice!haha!then went home around 5.as i feel my body temperature rises.take cab home..and now posting.

i miss you lahk sayang!i need you now!

16th april 2010

2010-04-16T02:13:00.000-07:00

i'm sorry for what had happened to us.i know i've been to much for u to handle.i do commented onher photo but it contain no feeling.i cant beleive that u say me flirty.do you know u have hurt my feelings.as long as u know,i love you so much.theres nth prettier than u..however,nowadays i've change.but i can feeel that.i dont know whether its positiely or negatively.

i will remember this date 16th of April 2010.its the day where my sway-ness come.today,i fell down infront of computer lab 1 & 2.i was running away from peeqa coz i still our one packet of badges.when i want to break infront of the door,before that the place was very slippery.as i breaking,i slipped and fell on my butt..infront of mrs tan!haha.i was like wtf!paiseyh leyk!haha.i was laughing by then.but theres pain behind that sarcastic smile.as soon i enter the room,mrs tan came to me and consult me.she gve back my newspaper and talk to me.....yet fadzil and peeqa kept on laughing at me.non stop!wth!so during recess talk to girlfriend coz got something to tell.then after sch!yes!met girlfriend again.she wanted to hold my phone.gave it to her and i went to hazim house to sent back his trolley.then theres come he funniest part.the lift door opened and hazim went inside with fadzil.i was bending my body and run towards fadzil but he dotch and i hit the metal with my head.painful.i was lying on the floorsmiling in a painful way.they were laughing like hell.

self-worth,self-empowered

2010-04-14T23:31:00.000-07:00

hello guys.i think it have been a long time since my last post.kae.i'm here to post about what happened in the past few days when i'm not updating.so monday was suck!as usual!first day of sch!went to the stage.sch recognition.tuesday nth!wednesday pe.sad.i was playing throughout the pe lesson.before the shuttle run,saw meeramey.wave at her.haha.then get ready but i'm still playing around.i was serious in the first lap but slip and i was like ehk my shoes koyak!in the end my timing was 10.5 sec.4 seconds slower than fadzil!!omg!!fadzil beat me in shuttle run!wtf!!today is the 15 of april 2010.i'm at computer lab rite now.doing research.but still playing around.gangster wart!

baby!!i miss you syg!!!!when are gg to meet again?!!!!!!!!!

If you love me, let me know. If not, please gently let me go.

2010-04-09T22:14:00.000-07:00

this video reminds me about you and about yesterday night.and this makes me sad:(

When you find yourself on your own,Remember that you are not alone,And when your feeling down and blue,Remember that I'll always love you.When I am not here with you,Remember that our love is pure and true,I think about you every night and day,When Im with you I want to stay.I hope you will always remember me,Coz' I will remember you for eternity.I never want to let you go,Coz' I love you more than you could ever know.If there was anything I could do,I would do it just to please you,You know its well and truly true,I would do anything for you.When your looking at the stars in the eternal blue,Remember that each star out there Is a reason why I love you And when you think your alone, and when no one is there at allI'll be right in front of you to catch you when you fall .

Happy 5th to us

If I could have just one wish,
I would wish to wake up everyday
to the sound of your breath on my neck,
the warmth of your lips on my cheek,
the touch of your fingers on my skin,
and the feel of your heart beating with mine...
Knowing that I could never find that feeling
with anyone other than you.

2010-04-09T02:04:00.000-07:00

i miss this girl!!omg!!!10 april is coming!!!

2010-04-09T01:46:00.000-07:00

caring day!yesterday went to hazim house to put my trolly over there for today.wake up at 6.then go out at 6.30 a.m.asked grandpa to sent me to hazim house.then off to sch.met girlfriend at foyer.finally i get to meet u.8.55 a.m. went to collect newspaper.went to 15 storey but kiasu dowan open the door.everything went on great.help others to carry newspaper also.fadzil get a rubbish bag which contain rubbish.haha.sad.i,darren chan,fadzil,hazim and khadija went to sch first.then help them upload newspaper from lorry.finish at 3.very tired.until everyybody wanted to take off their shirt.then teacher bought us mcdonald.nice hor.haha!lepak kat canteen then went home.haha!great

2010-04-07T08:18:00.001-07:00

JiYeon
Birthday: 1993.06.07
Blood type: AB
Height: 167
Weight: 46
School: HyeHwa Girls High
Hobby: Sleeping, Movie
Specialty: Sports, Cooking

self-esteem

2010-04-07T01:59:00.000-07:00

life have been sucks at this time for me.stupidity=careless=not paying attention=frustration=stressed.this is what i have gone through that stage.cuting hair is such a fucking thing to work on coz boncet had cut my hair.i hate ms lee from now on.she was the one who caught me.stupid!lol.

to girlfriend:

i'm sorry for what had hapened today.i'm in a bad mood and i think i wrongly chose the wrong person to let my anger out to.i'm sorry dear.although i scolded u or iritate u,i still love you.no matter how hard or harsh things i get into,i will always love you.i hope you will forgive my deeds.

hi girlfriend

2010-04-02T02:28:00.000-07:00

i really dont understand why the latest generation of young boys this days behaving like a small kids.?why do they behave like this?there's thousand and one reason for this.one of the reason is KKS!kurang kasih sayang.lol.

so yesterday was APEX DAY.everything when on great!morning met girlfriend.went to sch together.reach sch,searching fr friends.but i can only find aidil.so?!waited for fadzil to come!wen to hockey pitch to assemble.sprayed my hair red.i saw girlfriend dancing when they played a korean song!!lol.first session was boring coz i nvr played anything.taking photo of my classmates.luckily girlfriend came and rescued me from my boreness.second session was great!played soccer.we came with only 3 playes which is me,zim and aidil.we have back up lahk seyk!!fadzil and daren came and played for us!thanks hor!first match 4H vs 4G.we won 1-0.haha.i scored.then 4H vs 5B.draw.then 4H vs 4E.draw again.4H vs 4F.won 1-0 with late scored by me!haha!then entered the final with 4I.both consist of 8 points.before the game,we predict that they will played rough.but yet they played like normal player.not that harsh.theress was a conflict when i shot from the half court and hit the goal.they were unsatisfied and headed to the mc's.continued the game as to be fair to the opposition team.headed to a penalty and hazim gave us the winning goal!won the first place.me and hazim get cramps on our leg.cool kan!haha!best per!gy hall jln tempang!naek lift lagy!haha.lepak kat hall.hit with the scond cramps.lol.after that,falcon won the champion house and the teachers category too.but yet the best cheer house goes to the furious eagle house!u all must thanks to izzat that have been so fanatic leading the house!haha!after that lepak2 at sch.around 4+,sent girlfriend home.bought myself ananas food.yummy!

today woke up at 11+wake up then kemas bilik mama.dpt upah tau!!can top up my phone soon!!haha!no plan today!thinking of gg to skate but nvm tired plus there is still the sign of my cramps will come back and hunt me down!omg!

to girlfriend,i miss you! XD

2010-03-30T06:10:00.000-07:00

picture were taken during my secondary 2 life.as u cn see i'm wearing short pants

hey guys!this term gonna be a good and best term coz apex day coming,caring day too and not forgetting sa2 paper....i need someone to accompany me to go through this terrble life.its has been hard for me to manage my time between studying and playing.how should i managed it?where should i ask for help?do i just hak care with it or should i change it?which one?btw!!!10 april is coming and i'm looking forward to that!!but!!!!i'm not looking forward for my apex day.you want to know why?!!!!coz its just boring!i do not play for the session 1 coz i nvr join any.i'' be playing soccer for 4Homers and clinch the 1st place!lol.

2010-03-26T17:57:00.000-07:00

hello guys..yesterday was great.aprreciation day was ok.some parts are boring.so we were making jokes out of ourself the combination of 4h and 4j.cool right!!picture were taken during the aprreciation day.but the last pic was taken on thursday.when ms lee brought her nintendo ds to the class.i had the chance to use it yesterday!lol.fun.ouh yar!!my 2.4km run!although i got a good timing,ibrahim tells us that he was the first with 8 min+.so i got frustrated and confused at the same time.i went to check my timing and his timing.wtf!i saw his timing at 8.4+min wtf rite!then mr aidil approach me to called ibrahim.actually no fight at all.but i was scolding him infront of mr aidil with vulgarities.deng!dumb!most of us think that he took 2 stick in 1 round.coz he was behind me.the timer also said that!wth!dumb2 ibrahim!no life!go fly kite!l.o.l.(lack of love!)so today,planning to go to somerset.skate there.long time have not been skating.i miss my forward flip!and!i mis A.I!!!

2010-03-23T04:32:00.000-07:00

somebody like that pic on top of this!lol.eventually,i get scolded from kambing for exagerating the fact.lol.ehk why must i be scolded?lol////......damn shit!!i miss you so much!!!!!tmr gg to run 2.4 for pe.many people complaining.lol.gonna go for jogging now!!byyee!!

2010-03-22T04:53:00.000-07:00

i really wish we could be as close as possible as i think we could do better and change in our relationship.therefore,i tried nt to be so overcontrol of you.ur life is still ur life but ur heart is my heart and ur love is my love.i want to hold u tight in my arms.wishing that it could be the final day i am to be with you and in tis world.i hoped whenever i glance to the chapter of love i will look on our love.this doesnt mean that i will leave u but it was just a review of me.

so holidays have ended.dumb2.spent most of my time outside the house.monday-east coast park.tuesday-pulau semakau.wednesday-went fishing at lim chu kang.thursday-went out to study at bukit panjang plaza.friday-history class at sch...saturday-met A.Izzati at blk 7.sent her home.at night,went limbang macdonald to do homework.sunday-went out to sent A.Izzati to sch for hockey game.then went to do homework at chua chu kang library.then around 6+ 7met A.Izzati there.sent her home.!!omg!!haha!so today school reopen.very fun !!!hazim fell down!!!haha!almost hit a girl!haha!wah!!!my design was not bad hah!!haha!they accepted my design for my classs t-shirt.omg!haha..!

2010-03-20T04:06:00.000-07:00

finally!she's back!i miss her damn much!i wanna meet her again soon!!omg!!!i've been feeling ill for the past 4 days.maybe i encounter diarhea.omg!!!help me!!no plan this weekend.everydays seems to be raining.so cnnt do anything outside.bby!!!i wanna meet u tmr!!i wanna have some hugs!!haha!

2010-03-18T07:13:00.000-07:00

hey thre were the picture taken at pulau semakau.haha.great place to have picnic!haha!..very windy!haha!lol.it seems that 3 days is too short huh....tmr will be having history class at 10.30 in school.i miss A.Izzati!omg!!!!faster go home!!!!i miss u ready!!!

2010-03-17T00:32:00.000-07:00

wth!!!it was only ur first day of ur camp and i miss u ready!like wtf!33 more hours to go!lol.what should i do to make me think that you'll come back home tmr?dumb dumb!!A.izzati!faster come home!!!:-(

2010-03-16T08:46:00.000-07:00

hey guys..just now went to pulau semakau.board a boat there.30 min ride.on going was okae.but the return journey,i slept.haha!!!pictures were taken.but idk where is the pic now.i'll update when the pic were ready...

syg!now time show 11.50pm.going to 12.and there it goes.the time for u to enjoy.i'll be missing you dear!6hrs countdown.3 days i cannot meet u coz of this thing.lol.i hope u enjoy ur day or night there.i just want u to know that i'm here waiting for u to be back home.although i met u for awhile just now though it was a last min planned.i apreciateit alot!i'll miss u syg!tkper!jgn cuci mater tau kat saner!i love you bby!

2010-03-15T17:04:00.000-07:00

jyeah...yesterdasy went to ecp for our first class outing for the year.damn fun.firstly,i waited for hazim under his block.e was not thre.so took the initiative to go his house.saw him then go teck whye market.buy food.tought of meeting chery.but late ready.190-ed to pending.aidil came first with nth with him.so we asked him to take his clothes together with him.fadzil thencame.play poker under the block first while waiting for dave and aidil and wei xiang.we watched drama first before we played.got couples fight!!haha.syiok....then took 966 to marine parade.hazim make the second mistake!haha!stop 2 station before the actual place.so headed to katong mall.then we were lost.haha.adventure..then found a way to ecp.we happy2.but raining!haha!ate my double cheese burger.sodap!!!then went to the sea.play monkey,captain ball and water polo!haha.syok.!tanti and siti then came followed by russell and nivean.ian came late around 5+.haha.took a long journey to that toilet.change2.then play poker,police and thief and bluff with the poker card i brought.then headed to bedok.took 67 home.but went pasar mlm first.then go near ian block there.play poker again.11,headed home.307-ed.reached home around 11.30.called syg and she was sleepy!tkper.dah biaser!haha.so today our pulau semakau thinggy..happy day!

2010-03-13T06:17:00.001-08:00

hey guys....yesterday was fun!damn fun...morning wake up do nth....went to airport in the afternoon.we reached airport around 4.30.went around the terminal 1 till 6 for my aunt to entered the departure thing.for that,i could not go to hairul birthday.sorry hairul...after that went to makan!at jalan kayu near yio chu kang there.i ate nasi pattaya!very spicy!lol.headed home.before that,i realised that i can be a baby sitter!haha!i know how to take good care of my aunty daughter which is only 8 months old.haha..

see the picture up there????we weree having fun taking pictures together!haha!i like it though few of my faces were like clown!...lol!watever it is,i love the no.17 girl!

NA HYEONJYEON!!

2010-03-12T20:46:00.000-08:00

2010-03-12T06:15:00.000-08:00

thursday was great!!!went to peranakan museum then headed to flyers!flyers was great!pictures were taken!and laughter had been around.kept on remembering ms shafillah story about the flyers,....had a great day there....ms lee took our pictures too!!!i want the class picture at the flyers to be up soon!!!i like it!dropped ms lee at city hall mrt station.

friday.happy day too!!!peeqa fall down when i pulled her chair!haha!!!!went to support the floorball b div team.although they lost,they have given they fullest hardwork on that!eventhough i was not playing...duh....i can see how hard the girls trying.we kept on cheering u all!supporting u all!!that number 20 and 21 are hansem though the are women.haha!at night got parent teacher conference.went alone.mama meeet me there.went in around 8.30 like that.omg!she's saying about me and yasmin!wth!!i have nth to do with her!omg!beleive me!she tought that i and yasmin have a relationship!!wth!NONONO!!!!!

although i came in with a lowest PSLE score,which is 158 for normal academic,i've prove to the sch that i am not the lowest anymore in secondary sch.i've beat them.eventhough i need to try harder.why cant u all just stop scolding me to study.look at me from seconady 1 to 4.i've change alot.ms lee have seen me growing more independent in studies and my perseverence in studies.now in secondary 4,seating for N level in afew month time,i've shown them i'm better than the express student who drop to normal academic.some of the express kid only pass one subject!do you believe it?hey!look at my result and compare with them.u'll know how hard am i trying to survive in this academic thing.so if u guys think that i'm still the lowest in the level,here i'm writing to prove u wrong!

subject test 1 test 2

english 55 43.3

malay 60 70.0

math 35.7 20.0

science 50.0 37.5

CH 50.0 56.0

F&N 62.0 82.0

10 march 2010.happy 4th monthsary syg!

2010-03-10T03:53:00.000-08:00

hello guys!!!!today is 10 march 2010.it has been 4 months we have been together.i love the day when we share everything with each other,the moment we have,the laughter we got.the smiles we have.i look around my heart and there is always u appearing in my dreams,only you.i hope this will make us unite as 1 and not get seperated.i love you bby.dont ever leave me again!dont turn the past into the future.just remember that i'll be with u no matter what!i love u more than i love myself ok bhy?!syg u slalu!jgn marah2 terus!i havent got my muamua yet!!iler ni!ishhh...shinee coming to singapore this sat!but,atiqah told me to inform bby that min ho will only come for the conference not to sign autograph or what so ever.bby!plz read this okae!haha.ms lee has mistaken between me and yasmin.she scolded me for being too close to yasmin and she confess to yasmin and say that "do you have a deeper relationship rather than friends with helmy?" haha!dong!we are friends!FRIENDS!i love my only AMALINA IZZATI BTE MOHAMMAD ARIF,my oxygen that i breathe all the day in my life.gasumi apa!

wetoriya wetoriya daridiridara du!
wetoriya!wetoriya!sarange sulpo hago sarange nunmuljinnun wetori

i'm a loner,i'm a loner,a loner that is sad in love and shed tears in love.

You are everything I'll ever need
To make my life complete.
Since you came into my life
My every dream has come true.
I'll never love anyone
As much as I love you.

You are the light when there is darkness
Shining brightly through your eyes.
Yours are the arms I want to hold me
Through all of my nights.

My heart belongs to you only
The one true love in my life.
Our souls are intertwined
To always be like one.

May your every need be fulfilled
Without ever a question.
May every sadness you have ever felt
Turn into a smile.

Unselfishly I give myself to you
Never with hesitation
Because you and only you
For always will be,
My Partner, My Lover, My Friend
My Everything.
Feel the love without ever a doubt
It is yours for a lifetime.

For the first time I felt
this true love in my heart
it is buried so deep
and that I would always keep

All through the darkest night
you’re the brightest star in my sight
always been at my side
even in a grisly fright

You clothe me when I shiver
with your ever warm embrace
you’re the moon that lights my way
that makes me feel very gay

You wipe the tears on my cheeks
the tears of joy that I’ve seek
and it’s you, my love, my divine
That makes me shine so bright

You’re the sun in my sky
staring at me with all your might
guiding me with your ever shining light

For the first time in my life
I found my love and my life
without you I will cry
for you my love I will die!

2010-03-09T03:43:00.000-08:00

hello guys!5 more hours to our 4th monthsary.happy!!!i love u dear!i really wish that we could stay longer and never be seperated coz i love you damn much.

sch has been tremandous for me.fri kener scolded.monday kener scolded.justnow kener scolded.wtfish!every single day kener scolding.fed up u know.lets talk about wat happeenneeeddd last sat and sun.sat was quite ok la ehk.went to somerset in the afternoon.landed at somerset.mrt-ed there.went alone.others were there ready.waiting for me.skate2.trying to land impossible.landed 1-2 times only.went home.alone again.coz they went to dhoby ghaut.sun happy!day!went out to play takraw with zil,zim and dil.i'm the first one who reached there first.i thought i was late but i wasnt. wait for them for like 20 min like that.luckily bby teman kan me,not there but otp with me till they come.play2.till 5.went to stadium.swimming!with john,zil,zim and dil.haha!funny!got a group of indian swimming there.john disturb them."dont come in!later the water become polluted!"haha!funny right!while swimming,got one ang mo girl.mcm makcik.scolded fadzil."u dont be so rude ah!u cut across my line!u dont be so fed up with me ah!u shut up!"haha.dong!then we went off to change!lepak with them under john's block.called baby then.teman aidil meet amanda at yew mei condo.run one round around the condo but she's at the first spot where we come!stupid faggort.yesterday nth interesting.today also.nth much.my hotstuff teacher nvr come.sad.

yasmin,i'm sorry to make u get scolded today.i thought that ms lee was just talking to you.but i was wrong.she scolded u instead.sry bestie.

oh yarh dear,I LOVE YOU TOO!!!!hahahaha

10/3 is coming!!!

2010-03-04T17:54:00.000-08:00

hey guys....currently at computer lab at school doing my FNN coarsework.dumb2.tiring sia.got my knee busted!very painful!i slept during the prize giving ceremony for hockey.i was like wake up then sleep.wake up then sleep.the thing that makes me woke up is when mdm idayu said"where is amalina's friends?"then they were cheering.many of my classmates look at me.haha!after that when to computer lab to do fnn coarse work.spent one hour infront of the screen with mrs tan(hairtrap)damn boring.cnnt play.after that went for chemistry.mr shaun came in.relief us.make alot of nuisance.30 seconds away from recess,we countdown.we were all shouting 3,2,1 then we pointed to the bell.kriinngggggg.......everybody was laughing.haha.went for recessssss...ate western as the malay stall were fully loaded.ate3.went for eng!kener scolded.i suspect that ms lee knows about me and bby.wth.she got alot of spies.so all my classmate out there,watchout for ms lee.u'll be next.haha!after school lepak at canteen with bby.laugh like hell.tell her the situation during my eng period.then play takraw.down to flooorbaaalll...i'm good at it though i miss some shots.then went home with cabby.saaappppsssaaaapppppp.went to meet bby.reach home around 8+.talk3 till 10.30.she slept on the phone!i was shouting at her to wake her up but not successful.put down the phone.called her around 14 times.nobody pick up.i assumed that she slept.alah!tkper dah biaser.while we on the phone,play games.very interesting games.cnnt say valgurities and the word "you"and"i".haha.we come out with stupid names to call each other such as "yang"and"bby".haha.fun but she slept.nvm.i'll update again tmr.byeeeeeee..

10 march 2010 is coming!

2010-02-28T18:30:00.000-08:00

hey guys,......curently in sch computer lab.doing the voicethread thinggy.lazy to do and here i update.ms lee nvr come today.happy.yesterday was ok.went to granma house at jelapang.damn bored.but then there were this two cute lil cousin only on the age of 1 1/2 years old and 3 years old,made me alive from my lalaland.haha!i was carrying them around the house.happily enjoying myself.then went to greenridge shopping centre.trim my hair.it looks great on the top but at the back part looks gay shit!!!!omg!!!!!!

10 march is coming and i cant wait for it!oh my gosh!holy shit.haha!best that i ever had.!!!!double penetration!

why must there be someone who intefere in our love chapter?
must there be someone who will tear us apart?
do we look like we are going to be tear apart?
sometimes love should be like that.
maybe we should choose the best for us.
but not only us.
but the people loves you.

2010-02-26T19:53:00.000-08:00

yesterday was awesome!nvr get scolded for all the lesson.happy.history were the most boring thing to leearn yesterday.i nvr bring my book.so chillax.luckily ms lee nvr use textbook and file.fuuuhhh./....i like.haha.physic was preettyyy awesome and coolax.mr tan nvr come.so relief teacher came in.gather in a circle.almost everybody join.weixiang was the lucky one.kenar bully by us.do 3 push up and say shu xian name.haha!then i was next.i need to wear the tiger mask and went outside the class and dance infront of this girl.but this girl nvr look back.so i need to bang my head at the rubbish bin 5 times.haha.phyphy laugh at us.haha.the most embarassing part came from celop and tanti.for celop,we asked her for her latest crush.but for tanti,we asked who is 'lidia'.haha.u all want to know who is lidia?it is aidil!haha...coolx!haha!sad thing,weic=xiang iphone screen shattered into pieces.sad sia!after sch,rush home.take boot and went for game.we adventure at bukit batok there.funny.we saw a group of ahbeng jln ukak kepak.then i asked hazim nk bukak kepak per?haha.then we bukak kepak like the brung style.haha!at night,waited for bby at blk 7 while we talk with each other with fadzil and dave.after sent her home,met hazim under his voideck.gave his phone back but forget to give his ezlink card!dumb!haha.kochokkhockhockhcokhockhok

2010-02-25T00:57:00.000-08:00

hey guys.sry for the long un post.busy nowadays with school and ca1 examination had just finished.happy!jyeah!happy!eng was fined.history maybe okae too.but my math!i nvr do my last page!omg!not didnt do everything but only the last 3 question.actualy it is easy.but not enough time.deng!i miss my computer at home and now i'm using the mac computer at the school.dotdotdot.haha!today fnn paper was horendous.i had been sleeping for the last 20 min.there is one embarassed part where i was sleeping,mr danial woke me up and ......should not say it here.shy!haha!nsp?this is the question here i forget to answer it properly.i said the water function.haha!!!hah!ms lee period today was fun!happy!i like!haha!i'll post again later if i have the time to post again.i miss my computer!

2010-02-20T07:37:00.000-08:00

hey guys,......today was awesome man!had the chance to gout study with her,zil,achik and dave.we plan to meet at lot 1 at 2.but we decided to be late.reached there around 2.30.waited for achik.his blind dude.i was right infront of him!he started topick up the phone and call me.while he was raising his hand to call me,he saw me.i laugh like mad guy.haha.i and hazim then waited for zil.waited around 10 min like that.i bastard zil.haha

"tgk gemuk tu kat atas!"haha,.very funny.then zil almost going to tap,he turn and smile at us.hazim started his nonsence."kau tgk gemuk tu senyum."haha!damn funny.walk around lot 1.while we kill time to wait for A.izzati.sempat maen game kat lot 1 u know!haha,but i nvr play .mature ready!haha.waited for her.took 925 there.so long.

in the bus got 1 stupid foreigner look at A.izzati.he was like kept looking back.i was irritated.i tell A.izzati that his looking at u.i dont know that by looking,u felt scared.haha,.went off to library.spent there around 2 hrs.damn fun.make alot of noise.dave came.then went to eat at banquet.too many ppl.i and A.izzati went to buy old chang keeeeeeeeeyyyy....bought myself only 2 curry'o.but something amazed me....she bought one whole plastic of food.omg!haha.after that...went to walked around the shopping centre.i love that trucker girl!!!haha!took 963 back to bp.sent her home.haha..i'll update more later!haiz!!tired!

2010-02-19T06:27:00.000-08:00

i'm addicted to this song!!!!!borrowed muhd ipod.and i realised that he have korean song.so listen to it in my whole journey from marina bay to yew tee mrt station.skated at somerset today.as usual,tre flip down that horny four stairs.landed then fall down.hit in the elbow.painfull liao!i lazy to type.penat.enjoy the video up there!

2010-02-18T05:40:00.000-08:00

hey guys..this past few daes have been busy for me.cant really have a time to play.busy in school studying for the upcoming common test.math is the worst subject to study for and it is hard for me to understand it.it is like math is just a makeup subject.why 1+1=2?haha!i dont really understand abt my life man!i dont really can come up wih a mindset to just focus during my revision time.maeby i am lazy?

te quiero!

2010-02-15T01:20:00.000-08:00

so chinese new year was boring.only hear the lion dance playing the drums into my ear everyday.dont wish to go out.tired and trying to put myself on study mode but i cant.idk why.somebody help me!please!

te quiero!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2010-02-14T01:34:00.000-08:00

i miss my hair!!!oh gosh!grow faster please!i want that hair!i look great with it!oh shit..yesterday went to somerset.went out at 9 and came back at 7.tired deng!we bought alot of bootles for drinking.the sun was scorching at us.tre flip down 4 stairs.landed 4 times but then fall down.gees!!!!!!!!!!damn tired today.got training .tireeeddddddddddddd................

2010-02-13T05:33:00.001-08:00

we skate we makan! from rahim on Vimeo.

2010-02-12T02:29:00.000-08:00

hey guys!today was great!fun in sch!celebration was fun!lion dance was great.they almost fall infront of us while they were walking down the stairs.kekek per!hahah!indian dance was the worst.i hate that green!act jambu!haha!prize giving was the awesome thing today.we got the third place and fadzil was running happily like mad to get the prize!haha.actualy we plan that if we won,we as a group of 4 will go up and take the prize.but then i lazy to stand up.fadzil solo go take it.and !!!!fadzil dance when they switch into wonder girls song!haha!very funny sia!we like hyper in the hall!throw the chocolate coin around.haha.thats it for today!

baby,i dont what happened to me today,.somehow i feel depressed.i dont what makes me feel in this way.

oh no no no no no nobody know!
sad sad sad sad sad sad tonight!

2010-02-11T05:12:00.000-08:00

pic was taken past few days.ms lee bought us canadian pizza.she like wah!spent $60 on us just for the pizza!haha!so class decoration has been settle.happy day!no need to stay basck at class till late.yeah!competition arh coming my way!i mean the total defence thinggy.about the pledge,"i will"thinggy.it took us 1 hr to just do the pledge and the animation.

badminton was damn tired!arms like no feeling.so light!me and hazim was like unbeaten pair for doubled againts the unschool team.4 unbeaten run.i was like sweating like hell!no towel.topping up bottle 3-4 times.thirsty u know!then me and hazim play double with trio!mr mus,wan and jun hao.i was like no more energy.then mr mus forced me to play.i complained evertime i miss to get the shuttle to the other side of the court.i was like the only one who was freaking tired while others was like happily talking.granpa took me home.coz i was damn tired.reached home then otp for awhile.thenn on comp.u wanna know something?i havent shower yet
!haha

2010-02-09T05:57:00.000-08:00

wtf!!!!!!!i hate him damn much!dont call us plain lazy while i'm studying for my 'N' level thinggy.

i said this at tropikana blog!!

wah ****!khairul!cb lahk kau ehk.i also take my 'n' level.but i need study.u think wart.n level is easy meh.fcuk ****.and u say that other arte plain lazy?go suck ppl dick lahk!i'm schling u know?!i carre for my studies and my future.it doesnt mean that i aint skating.i'll spent a day in every weeks skating with some bunch of guys.khairul,u should study more!not critics other ppl for not skatin regurlarly.i heard that u will get sponsor?!then go ahead lahk!think about ur future ehk!i knw u become better but please!dont look down on others!dont foget all the tropikanics who were there giving you motivation whenever u feared to do all the difficult stuff.so think twice!

cb sia.i have the reason why i paitoa him.i need to study!u nvr think of study meh?this year is the year where we need to study hard and determine where we will be going to.fuck noob.....cb.parent nvr teach you or tell u to study hard meh?

if dont then u just need to fly kite!no life ready coz u have no destination in your life.knn.somemore can use valgurities on me!this thing have gone up to my nerves man!fuck you lahk friends!knn caho cb lahk noob!nabeyh.!dog shit!i still remember this video that says "i'm khairul and i'm a dog!"its true now that ur one !settle with you later!

2010-02-05T23:00:00.000-08:00

hey guys!just dont have the mood to post today.
well.yesterday alot of things happened.my besties
cried during lesson.yeah.persuade her.gave her tissue
.yeah.i'm sweet enough rite?!haha.i know i'm cute
adorable!hansomw!and sweet!haha!joking!bored!!!!
somebody please ask me out!!!!!

2010-02-02T01:22:00.000-08:00

i dont knoe why this few days i've been listenng to KOREAn song.i'm addicted to it.omg!serious.omg.omg.omg.omg.omg.gay!ms lee have not been attended to school for todays ready.omg!i luve it...yeah.got my chemistry result.yeah.i got 12.i was so happy coz many ppl fail.but i pass.no need to attend remedial for that.in fact ms lee given me a target setting!el+math+4 other subject is 17 point!how am i to achieve it?i aim to go for sports management.and the cut off point is 16!?yeah.went to sch with swollen eyes.i think because i woke up at 4 at just for sneezing?!flu come after that.by reccess time,my eyes turned red.and my flu ain't go any where.omg.and now it is still surviving and living in my nose!!!help me someone!!slass decoration for today was superb!!!get to play with the stuff!i and chiko went down.i mean loiter around.we slowly get out of class.without the teacher noticed it.went to the toilet near the pavilion at level 3.then walk slowly to the class.i was shocked that i saw mr ralph a.k.a. hitler!at 4f classroom!

gara gara go!

2010-01-31T03:58:00.000-08:00

2010-01-31T02:31:00.000-08:00

i really wish that i could get what i want!!i want deck!!i want trucks!!i want hp!i want shoes!!i want watch!i want nike slippers.!!i want my gurl!

2010-01-29T07:09:00.000-08:00

hey guys..caught this pic at yasmin blogs.no body tell me that the pic are being loaded.my gosh.lack of interaction.haha!things seems gg right just now.get my heads to the computer screen to complete my fnn coarsework,....tiring....i prefer staying at sec 3.it such easier than now.so then history.completed my homework.i got L3 for the homework.happy!!!no need to redo.just look through my mistake..do you believe that i just write down the inference without evidence i got 4 marks out of 6.while hanifa wrote the inference and evidence and got the same mark as me.
haha!magic!then physics.did a january test.no confidence on it.after test,kenar sit on the floor.i go disturbed russelll.i say that iwan tnivian can?haha!he thow tissue paper on me!mr tan saw and asked russell to sit on the floor.the mr tan says like this
mr tan:"helmy,you are the cause of this.why you bring tissue box to sch?"
helmy:(laugh and stare blank;y at mr tan)
mr tan:"you down"
then the whole class laugh.very sad.haha!afeter school went to do homework with chiko and *******.very funny!now she knows all my secret about the scandal stuff of mine!haha!chiko!pls stop saying she's cute!pls!i know she's cute but u got the wrong meaning for cute for her.then went to lot 1.go library.chiko slept thre.kat library pon blh mimpi bola!haha!the went to call chery.haha!i bastard her by calling her and hang up!haha!sry chery.not in purpose.went to rooftop.talk2 then went home.

tmr have no plan.and sunday too....if anywan want meto join in,just tell me!

bye!

2010-01-27T23:03:00.000-08:00

hello guys...currently in school!alot of unpleasent thing happened today..just because i do not want to pick up the tissue paper then she scold me with vulgarities.wtf!!hey!can say properly what!why must use vulgar?ccb!i nvr had a friend like u in my life!i just need u to hate me and i'll hate u back!!fcuk friens lahk eh!shits!!i got my maths test paper.i,hazim and ian got the highest mark in the class.12 marks!5 people only past.me,hazim,ian,susan and kellyn.4 people pass from our class!outstanding!haha!i'll post a proper post later..

2010-01-23T23:06:00.000-08:00

hello...things sem ok nowdays....staying back at sch.with nth to do at home.bored!math homewrok completed.left eng and history.damn..10 feb!haha!!!!

i wanna be on you!!!!

2010-01-21T04:51:00.000-08:00

pic were taken by syafeeqa during our graduation photo.we were playing around like nobody care.aken pic.that cameraman is fcuking gay!!!omg!!he asked me where i buy my shoes and say thank you and laugh...dog....haha..today pe was damn tiring!my apes are extremely pain.damn..i wanna have more pe!!ouhk.end up today post.bye

2010-01-18T04:49:00.000-08:00

hey guys...sorry for not updatintg my blog frequently.busy now adays.schoool was normal.nth much.ppl mistaken me as a flirty guy!...omg.shito!!!!!haha..short post for today.i cant type much...my nuckles getting bigger and swollen.painful lehk,...

2010-01-16T02:26:00.000-08:00

gonna wait and wait and wait.never give up on myself.i believe i can.yes.baby,i can.never let people look down on myself..

get serious in school.spent hours infront of computer to complete my task analysis for my 'N' level coursework for f&n.brainstorm like hell.nvr complete it.quarter of it done.

2010-01-14T05:35:00.000-08:00

hey guys.who is better???jessica or min ho?jessica is the best mah...she's preety!!hhahaha..nowadays i've been lazy to update my blog.so next time ok..bye

2010-01-13T00:44:00.000-08:00

hey guys.sry for not updating for this past few days.busy around at home and in sch.today is the 13th january not 13rd january.hahahahahaha.enjoy watching

2010-01-09T21:22:00.000-08:00

watch this..funny moment with jessica..

i almost forget that today is 10 january!!10 u know!!wish we can hold it longer.nvm.letbygones be bygones.feeling a little bit dizzy now.i'll post again later.bye

2010-01-07T23:06:00.000-08:00

do you that to ur mom?on this video?

haha...funny dude.schooling had gg great for me!but sometimes school sucks too.yeah..yesterday went to singapore polytechnic with sec4 and 5.so crammed.we were told to walk from 1 end to another end.so tiring.then after that reached school around 5.45?around thre arh.then slack.do hmwk for awhile.6.20 sent her home...u know what?i reached home at 8 in the night.damn tired.and my legs starting to crammed.today was fun!!serious shit!!!met two teachers only for 3 lesson.f&n for ms hotstuff!hahams shafila.and eng for ms lee.nvr get scolded.but thre is one point which keep on danggling in my ear.ms lee says this to me.."thats why u become worst!u dont have any communication with gods!"
i was like huh?really?ahahaha.gtg.tired arh.bye

2010-01-05T03:40:00.000-08:00

hey guys!sch was boring!especially chemistry!mr aidil came in!boring!almost sleeping..two of my classmate down with sleeping.mr aidil caught.sad.haha...i had a terrible headache when ms tan came in for math!
when recess time,had a slight breakfast.nugget ony..no apetite..idk that i just hit u in the elbow?haha..and!!!!idk that i look great just now?hahahaha..stay back in sch till 2.30.reach home around 3.15..slack.then sleeep.just wake up!
yeah..bye!

2010-01-02T08:20:00.000-08:00

Stage Name: Jessica (제시카)
Birth Name: Jessica Jung Sooyeon (제시카 정)
Korean Name: Jung Sooyeon (정수연)
Group Position : Main Vocalist
Nicknames : Ice Princess, Sica, Sicachu, Ajumma
Motto: Follow my heart ..
Languages : Korean (Fluent) , English (Fluent) , Chinese (Basic) , Japanese (Basic)
DOB: April 18, 1989
Height: 163cm
Weight: 45kg
Blood Type: B
Sibling : Younger Sister (Crystal)
School: Korea Kent Foreign School, Graduated
Casted: 2000 SM Casting System
Fancafe: http://cafe.daum.net/980418 [Sweet Jessica]
Duration of Training: 7 years and 6 months

jyeah...this girl is damn hot hot hot hot...omgg!!!just went back from fishing at seletar.caught to fish!!one stingray and another i dont know what it call...school gonna reopen in the next 24 hrs!!!damn fast!!!i rather stay at home then gg to sch!but what can i do.'N' level are coming!!oh shit......hahaha..i want barley drink!!!somebody take it for me!!!